I think bring a sex worker and just being gay in general has made me lose all faith in trusting men. I don’t think I’ll date men/ ever get into a relationship and that’s fine. I think I’m happier single and safer like this.
I do not like being overweight I actually hate it ! I hate when people call me chubby and fat and say I’m inspirational cause they “never thought I was hot until I saw someone like you be so confident” like wtf. I fucking hate men and myself and the way Iook.
The world’s wealthiest person endorsed his billionaire friend and we’re all supposed to just sit back and assume this election was won fair and square. ????
something in my life can finally feel like it makes sense. I really envy everyone who has a sense of purpose. I don’t know where mine is to be honest. I just keep wanting to run away hoping that I’ll finally run into a path that feels right.
Rewatching I saw the TV glow hurt so much the second time. I’m not trans but it made me think about how atleast some people have an idea of the path in life they should be on. Am I already in my own Pink Opaque? Or did the TV just never turn on and I’m waiting for it to so that