i won't get tired of saying this again and again, but mark, you will never, ever be the villain they want you to be. they will always try to paint a picture of you in that manner, but they won't ever succeed. never in every universe, including in this one.
Hope the world is always a little softer to you each day.. because you deserve nothing less than gentle days, safe spaces, and hearts that treat you with the same kindness you give so freely. You may not always hear it, but you are loved more than words could ever say ๐.
if you wanna go, just go. donโt say youโre lost interest or disappointed today but then end up going back again. if you need a break, take a long one. find something else than wonโt dissapoint you. at the end of the day youโre idolizing humans. ofc theyโll make mistakes.