It’s a normal cycle. You fangirl as if you’ll love them forever, watching them all the time and feeling like they’re part of your everyday life. Then one day, you realize you’ve spent so much of yourself there, and slowly, you start to find new things that make your heart flutter too. You drift a little, but the memories stay precious and safely tucked in a small corner of your heart. You may not be as dedicated as before, but they’ll always have that gentle, special place within you that you no longer need to show the world. Your idols have grown, and so have you.