Itโs 9pm and my housemates are making food and Iโm in my room but I can smell it and it smells so good but Iโve reached my cal limit and wouldnโt ask anyway.
Gonna kms.
PSA to edtwt, if someone ends up overweight after recovery, it doesnโt automatically mean that they developed BED. sometimes extreme hunger just lasts that long. itโs still SO much less dangerous than the person being underweight. leave people in recovery the fuck alone!!
Went on break to catch up with a friend. Changed places we were going and ended up at Zambreros! Havenโt been there is ages but it was so delicious! Roughly estimated the cals and protein.
750c || 30g p
And a peach iced tea but I didnโt drink it all- 61c
Total: 761c
Honestly. One of the main things that made me relapse is my coworker. She used to have bulimia that morphed into ana (is that the right wording?) and sheโs recovered for the most part but sheโs still so thin and itโs so triggering.
More in pic
(I swear the limit used to be more?)
@decembersdollxx My chest. But thatโs just because Iโm trans so cheap answer.
Besides that, my lower stomach is a big one. If I had to choose one that people see more itโd either be my thighs or my arms.
Itโs f*cked having both body dysmorphia AND dysphoria.
Like what do you mean I donโt know what my body looks like properly AND constantly think about features that I want to cut off violently.
#edrtwt
Change of plans.
My friend wants to go to a cafe to catch up about something personal while weโre both on our breaks.
So I wonโt be eating this before work. >~-~โ<
Only 11 hours into this 48hr fast and Iโm already daydreaming about eating this-.
The measurements are very rough, Iโll actually measure when I make it.