; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩

𐐪 suicide in your arms 𐑂

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

༘ ࣪ ⋆˖𐙚 looking for moots .ᐟ

⧽ 27 she bi mostly ia
⧽ gw 42 lw 39 hw 56

tws ed bpd drugs sh (no pics)

♡ / ↻ to be mutuals (MDNI)
#edtwt #bpdtwt #ricecaketwt #kpopedtwt

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

i feel so gross whenever i look at my body or even touch my stomach. it used to be so flat and tight but now i can literally pinch the fat skin and feel it between my fingers it's so fucking disgusting

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

i really fucking hate looking healthy now that i gained weight

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

i miss being sick and i miss LOOKING sick

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

my friend posted her outfit on insta and we can see her pretty flat stomach and it triggered me so bad i'm so jealous

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

if only i had some pills to get high and numb and stop my brain just for a night

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

i'm such a failure

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

as if things weren't already bad enough with the ed habits coming back i also relapsed into sh after almost 2 years of being clean. i'm disgusted by my own self

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

i will start decreasing my daily cal intake little by little soon

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

i went ia again but i did lock in so i'm proud of myself. i try my best to eat less than 1k a day everyday and i also stopped the stupid snacking WE ARE SO BACK

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

gonna lock in starting tomorrow

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

@icecreamdinner1 hi love

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

my dumbass forgot to change the who can reply to my tweets option

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

2am cravings i should go to sleep before i start binge eating gnight oomfies

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

gonna lock in starting tomorrow

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

the fact that i got even fatter now,, you just have to laugh bro

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

the difference between september 2023 and september 2024 yikes... i miss my thigh gap sm :/ i rly need to lose all the weight i gained

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

idk if anyone remembers me but i think it's time for me to come back on here. fuck recovery and fuck my fat self lol

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

you know that feeling when you've been in recovery and suddenly the realization of having a healthy body now and not being underweight/sick anymore hits you and you feel fucking miserable even though you're supposed to feel better? yeah lol

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

hi i made these calorie trackers for december months ago so... feel free to use ⋆⁀ ༄.♡

#edtwt #ricecaketwt

[; 𝚕𝚎𝚡𝚢 ᢉ𐭩 @martyrexia]

hi i've been ia but i made these calorie trackers for december months ago so... feel free to use ⋆⁀ ༄.♡

#edtwt #ricecaketwt