The worst thing you can do is time waste a Master. There’s a difference between realising the connection isn’t there and pretending to be fully for it to just ignore/block
There’s nothing wrong with squirting $5 and $10 here and there at one Dom or another. But follow your sub heart and find a Dom who gets you. If he’s not pushing you to be a good cash slut, pushing you to do better, and pushing you to be better find another. 💫