Matab

evergreen | HL survivor 💪🏻 08.13.2017

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سنظل نحفر في الجدار
إما فتحنا ثغرة للنور
أو متنا على وجه الجدار

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And let’s go back to hating everyone else and the life I’m in

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It’s as if the only one who needs to hold everything

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I need to go on a caffeine detox after I finish this fucking shit

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Apparently it’s not meant for me

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الضحكة كامشتني and I need to tell them sooo bad

But don’t know how

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And let’s prepare ourselves for another heartbreak

As if this year wasn’t full of heartbreaks

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Everything is going the opposite way

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It might be as simple as a phone call

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Another day another disappointments

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Everything is making me crazy, don’t need mixed signals from anyone

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And yet another heartbreak of this year

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It’s getting on my nerves when they do that I can’t get over it

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Anyone who sees my stories on insta they would think I’m bipolar

[. @whydo_idothis]

I feel tired, both mentally and physically

[َ @gffyoq]

that heavy feeling in your chest when you realize there's nothing you can do so you just accept it.

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It’s killing me in every way possible

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Whatever is happening right now, made realize that I genuinely need a partner in my life, someone who wouldn’t doubt me in any way possible.

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لو راح انهار لو انهار، وحدة من هالاثنين

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كل البنات بتمنون يبقون بنيه إلا اني

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I have to admit I’m not built to be in this kinda thing