Why is it when someone does something wrong the family comes out and says "Oh that person has struggled with mental illness all their life." Is that really the excuse people use to justify everything?? Ugh!!!
No one asks until they are triggered by their own guilt. Its just the way it is. You will always be an afterthought. Ppl will say otherwise but when things are not perfect you will see their true colors.
It sucks how my hatred for you is still there. Countless hours only to have something remind me of the things you said and did. Nothing has dulled the pain, exhausted with trying to forget. Memories of a life that have been blown away like grains of sand. I hope you are happy.