This year has been the wildest roller coaster of my life. 😭
This golden diesel beast took months to arrive to Costa Rica!
And she was so worth the wait.
100K cash. Paid for by Shadow Gold Millions, which maybe you were a part of back in January?
I...
Truly a rockstar move! 😆
Four days in San Jose del Cabo with my incredible Matrîarch LIVE team… visiting our INSANE venue, where the desert meets the sea!
Site visit with production team ✔️
Cabo’s top farm to table restaurants &
golden nugget venue...
A year ago I made the decision to stop sharing my kids online.
I mean — at the time I was deep in my Pro Domme training! Also launching house of gold from Egypt (my high-level biz mastermind that feels like a priestess temple), and openly talking ab...
Yes it was definitely the Provocateur who wanted the Louboutin boots! But it was the Matriarch who pulled out the credit card :)
We see archetypal work in therapy, in BDSM, in Internal Family Systems, in shamanic se)(uality — it’s the most powerful ...
Kinky Priestess things. (I'm doing something really BIG and beautiful behind the scenes. For you, for us. And I’ve already pushed this launch back TWICE).
This new body of work is so big.
In many ways, I can see how I’ve been walking towards this m...
I wouldn’t have believed you if you told me… that I’d drop out 6 credits shy of getting my degree to become one of the highest paid wedding photographers in the Caribbean, and
… that I’d burn it all down & reinvent myself.
… that I’d barely survive...
I’m not a professional writer - but my words have brought in over $3.5M in a few short years (mostly through Instagram captions, sexy class titles, emails, and subject lines), as a mom of four in a tiny mountain town in Costa Rica.
And in case we do...
How does a mom of 4 small kids spend the holidays in the ‘office?’ Trust me I know how lucky I am! The kids are visiting their grandparents for the holidays so fuck yes to spending the entire day naked turning shadow into gold and into millions :)
A...
At first, I didn’t think it would be possible to experience the potent and healing power of ropes in a live zoom — but every time I have a somatic rope play session by myself, with my red lights and candles, my thermos of chai, and my favorite dark ...
How fun, my experiment is working. Almost 200 women (and more still coming in) found their way into this incredible somatic rope ritual without me ever saying the word ‘sh/bari’, without me showing myself tied, and without me posting any links.
It’s...
A YEAR OF MEMOIR-WORTHY 10x MAIN CHARACTER MOVES… WHAT ELSE IS POSSIBLE?!
I love you
Thank you for being here with me
I’m obsessed
Grateful beyond
In love
Forever becoming
Shadow into gold into millions
And we’re just getting started 🪩🥂
Happy New Y...
It’s available? How? Just like that? Of course it’s available, silly. It’s been patiently waiting for you in a special karmic escrow since the beginning of time. It only took you 6 freaking years to claim it since you first answered the call to start...
Many came up to me in tears after, but the most memorable were SEVERAL women who said “I’m sorry I judged you because I ‘heard things,’ I love you and I am a forever fan.” That’s nice, love, but honestly, it doesn’t matter. Someone out there is judgi...
Maybe you’re a great storyteller, but can you tell a story in 60 seconds or less that will make your dream client immediately know you’re the one? ‘I’ve been praying for this, send me the link!’
Authenticity is not automatic.
It must be practiced.
...
“I think I’m coming. I’m coming!” 48 hours later I was picking up Oracle Elise from SJO airport with these white lillies, from a vendor on the side of the mountain highway. This. Woman. Is. My. Heart.
I had one final big class left to teach and it w...
I am terrified.
Like when you’re about to jump off a cliff into the deep blue. You know how it goes - weak in the knees, heart pounding. Everything slows down into a steady metronome of pure presence & focus.
Just don’t die.
Just don’t break the he...
People told me that launching a new project a few days before Christmas wasn’t a good idea — everyone is busy, who would sign up?
People also judged me for ‘working’ instead of ‘enjoying the holidays with my kids’ (there’s so much I could say about ...
So I’ve mapped out my main character moves for the year, and you know what, there’s absolutely no time for doubt, wobble, or bullshit.
Matrîarch festival
Stabilize 100k months
Philanthropy
Whales
Pour into my House of Gold women
WAIT, WHAT?! project...
I can't believe this is finally starting to feel real - I just signed the contract for the most unique venue I’VE EVER SEEN that's so perfect for our Matrîarch LIVE festival/transformational event!
I mean, how else should I describe it? It's going t...
I curated these “commandments” in Egypt this past October, after freediving with dolphins at the sacred Sataya Reef (hello matriarchy codes!) and after offering honey, milk & 50 red roses at the feet of my beloved Sekhmet at Karnak temple in Luxor. G...