mattegray

Digital Creator Student | 3DCG (Blender, Maya) | Video Production Daily logs and creative journey. Learning English & Art.

[mattegray @mattegray333]

あづい〜

[Alya Martell @MartellAlya]

*One smile, five moods* ✨❤️
#ragathatadc #artlover #notmywork

[Fashion Parade: A TADC Zine @tadcfashionzine]

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Hello our wacky wombats! Looking to try out as a Contributor?!
Make sure to fill out the application located in the Carrd in our bio or head over to https://t.co/XQEsSk3iEM 🎪

#tadc #tadczine #theamazingdigitalcircus #tadcfanart

[Nano @Nano_Nanite]

Pomni test animation

Rig by @malikradwan_m6

I messed up the frame pacing on the dope sheet for the last bit so I just kinda gave up on that part

[Doom Hat🎩 @TheDoomHat]

Working on another mod for #sonicracingcrossworlds

Adding Ragatha with a complite custom model for her in a day of work, still need to work some aspects for her expresions but will see that later

[しおりさん🦭🫧🐾 │ 本間詩織 @shiorinoconomi]

⭐️最近フォローしてくださった皆さまへ

活動情報や各種リンクをまとめたポストを更新しました✨

出演情報、応援方法、「#こねこ朗読会」
の応募フォームなどを掲載しています。

「こんな活動もしていたんだー！」
という発見があるかもしれません😊

よかったら、お時間のあるときに覗いてみてください♪

[mattegray @mattegray333]

@shiorinoconomi はい😉夏の苫小牧は確定しているので、札幌にも足を伸ばしたいです🚗³₃🌱͛

自分も植物達に元気を貰いたいです～！☺️☺️

[mattegray @mattegray333]

@shiorinoconomi ギャー！！本間さん、フォローにリプまで本当にありがとうございます😭✨嬉しすぎます…！！🥳ᩚ
これからもずっと応援させてください～😭（東京タワーのイベントも最高でした…！🗼）

[mattegray @mattegray333]

ラガタ役の本間詩織さん@shiorinoconomi にいいね👍頂きました🥰🥰

嬉しい限りです～♪̆̈♪¨̮♪ᩚူူူူₛ♪̆̈♪¨̮♪ᩚူူူူₒ♪̆̈♪¨̮♪ᩚူူူူₚ♪♪¨̮♪ᩚူူူူᑋ♪̆̈♪¨̮♪ᩚူူူူᵢ♪̆̈♪¨̮♪ᩚူူူₐ

皆、アンケートにこたえましょ☺️☺️☺️

[mattegray @mattegray333]

@ADC_Japan ありがとうございます！！

[mattegray @mattegray333]

@ADC_Japan ありがとうございます！！

[GLITCH @glitch_prod]

They've been talking for hours

[GLITCH @glitch_prod]

✨

[mattegray @mattegray333]

I managed to transfer the Pomni model I borrowed from Blender to Maya! 😉👍

I've got the bones set up, but there's still more configuration needed. 😌😌😌

I can't wait to start animating! 🥰

[mattegray @mattegray333]

I redrew it 🐸🐰🤡

Who do you all like?✨

Ribbit、Jax、Kaufmo！！

[mattegray @mattegray333]

イベント多くて、追いつかないです～ꉂ🤣𐤔🎪🗼🛍✨

[インフォレンズ イベント【公式】 @infolens_event]

🎪情報解禁🎪
『アメイジングデジタルサーカス』最終エピソード公開記念！
渋谷PARCOにてPOP UP STOREの開催が決定しました🎉
最終エピソードの公開を祝し、新規等身大パネルや「キャラファイングラフ」の実物展示など、作品の世界観を体感できる特別な空間が登場します✨

🎁購入特典 思い出のシーンを集めた「フォト風カード」が登場！🐰
📅開催期間：2026年7月9日(木)～7月20日(月)
📍場所：渋谷PARCO 6F POP UP SPACE「PIXEL」

皆さまのご来場をお待ちしております！
詳細はこちらをチェック👇 https://t.co/R4jiyfCBkQ

#アメイジング・デジタル・サーカス #アメデジ #TheAmazingDigitalCircus

[mattegray @mattegray333]

wip

[TokyoComix I Tokyo Tower Store & Restaurants @TokyoComix_TT]

＼🎁プレゼントキャンペーン🎉／
『アメイジング・デジタル・サーカス』
　　in TOKYO TOWER🗼✨

ドリンク注文特典『コースター全8種セット』を
抽選で3名様にプレゼント🗼

【応募方法】
①@TokyoComix_TT をフォロー
②この投稿をリポスト
【応募期間】7月5日(日) 23:59まで
https://t.co/3vqM3ngUpp

#アメイジングデジタルサーカス #東京タワー

[mattegray @mattegray333]

Hello, I’m Mattegray!

Let’s talk about the flashback scene featuring Jax in Episode 9—the finale—of *The Amazing Digital Circus*.
The moment I realized the true meaning behind the classic song "Isn't She Lovely?" playing in that scene, I was overcome with goosebumps and couldn't stop the tears.
I’m going to explain the "heart-wrenching truth" that Jax—usually the ultimate troublemaker—had been desperately trying to hide.

Originally, this song is a love-filled tribute in which Stevie Wonder purely celebrates the birth of his beloved daughter.
However, within the insane world of the Digital Circus and Jax’s own twisted psyche, the "She" in the song refers to...
None other than Jax himself.

The flashback revealed his past.
He had been hurt and rejected in the real world for not being "manly" enough, yet deep down, he harbored a poignant wish: to be loved for who he truly was.
His rough behavior toward others was merely a desperate "suit of armor" to protect his fragile inner self.

Even more heartbreaking is his parting with Ribbit—once the only person who truly understood him.
Despite Ribbit’s gentle acceptance and the gift of a pink ribbon,
Jax himself destroyed that bond, driven by the fear that his true self would be laid bare.

Then came Episode 9. Venturing into his glitching psyche,
Pomni was the only one to discover
the "most fragile and beautiful true self" he had kept hidden behind a veil of venomous words.

"Deep down, I just wanted to be loved for who I really am."
It is precisely because that soul-deep cry of Jax’s overlaps with that blissful melody
that this scene feels so cruel—and yet so breathtakingly beautiful.

Hearing the raw emotion in his breathing while watching the subtitled version on the big screen
truly tugged at my heartstrings.
What did you think of Jax in Episode 9?
Please let me know in the comments!

Give me a follow! ☺