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[M @mattybottom28]

@doughypole what’s a costume that you recommend a babygirl to wear for Halloween?

[M @mattybottom28]

It’s exhausting asking for help and telling me to go on YouTube and just go to the gym defeats the purpose. How do I feel safe when no one cares about my well-being? Why is it so hard to find a decent friend to just support me in my journey?

[M @mattybottom28]

All my life I’ve always been skinny fat. Growing up as a gay kid, I was bullied in school. I would do my best to participate in P.E. and excelled in a lot but when it came to sports like football or baseball, I was never good nor was I interested in it….

[M @mattybottom28]

Why bring it up if he didn’t care about my feelings and what’s the point if he’s not going to change? Why am I the exception when it comes to seeking help? He’s worked out with other guys since and to me it’s moments like this where you wonder why folks kill themselves.