having a mental breakdown is so embarrassing. like yeah i absolutely wanted to disappear off the face of the earth due to something i made up in my own head and yeah now i'm gonna shamefully scuttle back like that didn't just happen. please don't bully me with this information
being happy is so interesting because no matter how much school work gets stacked onto you your still present in that light and you know that your struggle is only a momentary thing but when you face struggle while depressed it just drags you deeper into that muck ok bye #yay