Some day maybe I need art of like....my sona petting all of your sonas since I do that all the time on Twitter anyway
Just like" C'MERE CAT. GIT PETTED @PrinceBeorn "
The past keeps me chained. Or how I can see others make friends and keep people around. I believe when people look at me theyโre either disgusted or just want to fucking get away from me. My facial structure looks horrible.
People find love so easy, mfs are
18 and alr in love, or are 23 and have had crazy lives by the age of 18. I HAD NOTHING. I could have only watched from afar as people experienced or had the things I could only dream about.
People had actual friends and lives during high school whilst I was fucking crying myself to sleep knowing I had to write papers or study 24/7 for my high school exams, whilst people went out and shit. And now when I go out and finally get to experience that.
Sometimes I wish I never had to go through the shit I did. Comparison is a bitch, but I compare myself and see everything I missed out on. A bf, friends, not having to move countries, an easier high school experience. Iโve missed out on so much, and I wish it had been different.