unfortunately, i am my family’s most independent and distant child so i will sit here by myself, act like i don’t need anyone, and fight every single problem by myself
When he Bible says "do not lean on your own understanding," the Bible is being serious. Your heart is deceitful, your emotions fluctuate, your understanding does not see the overall, big picture. God never lies, God never changes, God knows all. Trust Him.
Marry a man who's a provider. That doesn't necessarily mean that he has alot of money. It means he knows his responsibilities. He'll make mountains move just so your needs are met. A responsible man is better than a rich man who doesn't value you.