I have gotten skinny at various points in my life, and it's wild experiencing every single person including your closest friends and family treat you better. It kind of makes you hate everyone to realize how conditional everyone's love and care is.
i lost 63lb (about 29kg) last year and honestly the most upsetting realisation for me was how much easier life is as a skinny person. not because of anything to do with my weight, but because of how society treats me.
now, i can walk into a shop and immediately find something that fits and is flattering. before it was a constant struggle. even if it fit, it wasn’t designed to flatter a bigger body. people are nicer to me. people don’t seem surprised when i say ive been to to gym or ask if im on a diet when i eat fruit. the world is cruel to people in bigger bodies and i didn’t even realise it was happening to me until it wasn’t anymore.