Yeah literally.
Those life altering drugs are what could have stopped me from feeling immense self hatred.
instead my body was ripped apart until I not only didn’t recognize myself but I even when I was able to get on hormones.
it’s still like looking at the mirror and seeing how my body was destroyed by a puberty I could have prevented with the correct doctors and the correct education. Instead I was isolated, my vocal cords desecrated, my should widened, completely ripped to pieces. And sewn back together like a monster
That’s how it feels from a trans persons perspective, and also as someone that was raped, the long term consistent pain I feel from dysphoria is worse than my rape, it’s not equal
@BiblioNym@Anglerfishnight@parabutdiffrnt I said the most important thing that makes you male, other things matter as well especially to alleviate dysphoria but being male specifically is mostly about being on T because thats how boys and girls develop differently during puberty, T and E
@BiblioNym@Anglerfishnight@parabutdiffrnt You asked what male means not being a man but yeah if you like being male or want to be male you are a man no matter how cucked you have made yourself
@BiblioNym@Anglerfishnight@parabutdiffrnt Well yeah. All you have left is female or male (maybe intersex depending how completely you want to be either sex). And a butch on T is what? Male