Kinda feeling guilty today, so I was supposed to get a delivery today which did not come even by 8:30 pm so I called the delivery executive and he picked up told that he's at my building only and otw I was waiting then called again but turned out he was at another building.
again to pick it up and deliver it to me and that's the reason it took him so long and I felt so so so bad that I talked so rudely and like judged a little too early it's not like I was going to lose some Money and all still we so easily take out our frustration and anger on
So ig the reason I'm here again is so that I become better mentally, physically, spiritually, have a healthy lifestyle, try to sleep well, every damn thing possible I suppose.
I've become such an introvert that making new friends feels like an impossible task now. I think I have been an introvert since my whole childhood but college was a totally different experience. I did so much there, so many night outs, kinda living the best.
So most of the things I'm saying here won't make any sense and are gibberish because I'm writing bits and pieces of everything that has happened after starting work, leaving college and how that one day totally changed my whole life.