man. it feels so weird being in your 20s mourning a celebrity who you once grew up with. shaped your teenage hood and you made life long friends out of. at the same time not excusing who he became but also trying to grieve who he once was.
went to work without eating, ended work without eating. then gg to sleep.
my appetite has been down so bad that even if i don’t eat i still don’t feel any hunger.
i’m gg crazy at this point.