my problem is when I like someone, I immediately go too hard. I'm too available, too generous, too loyal, too caring, too reliable. that's my issue, I always love the way I want to be loved in the hope that it will be the same
i feel so conflicted because i know it was good to have this experience and to learn so much about myself, but it hurts so much and i feel so empty right now
i think i really understand the whole concept of like. you don’t miss what you don’t know. and i wish i didn’t know what i was missing. but now i do and it fucking sucks