Just nak share story la,
Last time ada kawan nak fuck aku so dah horny on je la tapi tiba2 dia off. Masuk shower terus mandi. Last aku pujuk tapi memang dah tak naik. Alasan dia rasa bersalah sebab aku masih ada parents & kerja tetap tapi dia dah tiada, btw dia PLHIV. Rindu dia.
Ada yg tanya aku sebagai seorang yang pernah sukakan wanita, kenapa aku boleh biar lelaki fuck aku.
Well, aku nak buktikan aku lebih baik daripada dia dalam puaskan nafsu lelaki. Dan aku dah rasa terlalu down dengan keadaan sampai aku x boleh naik tanpa difuck. Penat oo hidup ni
Need motivation in life. Currently hoping 4 affordable gym PT nearby Shah Alam. And maybe an affordable guy only group travel. Tired of being this lazy with awareness life.
@Q_qishi Dia keep professional smpai hbis session. Sway the conversation ke arah formalities. 1st time urut dengan terapis pakai seluar panjang. Selalu short/boxer/naked je.
Semalam buat urutan batin dengan terapis str8. Usaha dia nak bagi keras tapi tak boleh. Last gentel puting sendiri baru canak. Terpaksa la mengaku Bottom.
Really need some discipline here. Should I get a PT to control or a master to control both my physical and mental. But financial is the difficult one. Damn.
Jujur la penat juga nak str8 act ni. Sekeliling macam dah aware tapi buat bodoh je. Cuba nak tinggal dunia pelangi tapi kembali semula. Maaf masih menghampakan semua.
i realised im not really searching for a partner. i just crave attention, a soul to talk to, someone to share quiet moments with. maybe itโs because i have spent so long doing everything on my own, learning how to survive without asking for help.