my trauma didn't make me strong. it turned me into someone who's always paranoid, anxious, and doesn't know how to properly relax without feeling guilty
I'm currently going through this uncomfortable stage in my life where my old self is no longer present but my new self do not know how to handle this new beginning and isn't fully bloomed yet. but i feel the transformation and i see the light. And i will trust the process
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood constantly switches between "keep going, it will get better" and "i can't do this anymore, im about to give up." it's like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you're hopeful, the next you're spiraling