@ArhonDeniel "hated kids a lot, so much noises and unnecessary things going around, but now, i hated the fact that these kids will also grow, and start to leave the joyful soul in them. I hope they never unlearn smiling despite chaos, I'll strive to make schools be a loving, exciting place"
You'll eventually encounter a problem in your life you'd only have two options to do with ; either let it be or try solving it for the rest of your life.
"don't worry, i got this"
but deep inside i wanna cry for help. badly wishing there's someone who can see thru my eyes that i need someone to share the burden from my shoulders. how i was faking to be strong by myself, & it wud be nice to know that i don't have to carry it alone.