people are rly desperate to blame their mh on literally anything wrong they do but when someone else is acc struggling it's "not an excuse" and they're the worst person๐คซโ๐ป
tw
so in conclusion over the last few days I had a bad relapse and almost attempted, had to go to the hospital, was told I had to wait to speak to someone from the mental health team & that I'd probably have to be transferred to another hosital and sat there for 5 hours -
just to be told I could go home and id have a phone assessment which I waited all day for ,, doctor told me it was because the nhs is so underfunded and that mental health doesn't her enough attention, honestly mentally exhausted and in a big rut and the nhs is so so unfunded -