people are rly desperate to blame their mh on literally anything wrong they do but when someone else is acc struggling it's "not an excuse" and they're the worst person🤫☝🏻
tw
so in conclusion over the last few days I had a bad relapse and almost attempted, had to go to the hospital, was told I had to wait to speak to someone from the mental health team & that I'd probably have to be transferred to another hosital and sat there for 5 hours -
just to be told I could go home and id have a phone assessment which I waited all day for ,, doctor told me it was because the nhs is so underfunded and that mental health doesn't her enough attention, honestly mentally exhausted and in a big rut and the nhs is so so unfunded -