It is really sad i guess i know i dont wanna speak and soon there'll be pure act or whatever but sometimes you just want to wallow in what you are and what you deserve and thats the way it is forever really
i dont know man i guess im happy that theyre all happy. I dont like to think about it too much, thought is sin. i guess what im saying is i dont wanna say anything at all really
at times i'll speak of drinking; my thoughts on the subject are infantile. i dont enjoy doing it around other people, they are too stupid and revealing for me. i do sort of like the solitude and wave of depression that comes from drinking alone too. one day i'll drink my own piss