i'll be tweeting a lot reflecting my miserableness. in my teenage years, i couldn't figure out why i lived a plain life that differed from anyone else's. the question still lingers now and it'll be a lifetime-occurring question
please don't mind me:)
i can't wrap my brain with some people choose to upload mixtape 2 cropped version w/o jaypark like all streaming apps have feature called skipping... aint their main concern of everything is number tho why escaping number from the actual platform that counts
@lngsomeville This... they joined the fandom boasting that they were joining because Lngshot and Movi wouldn't be the typical K-pop group, that they operate differently, all so that later they demand that the group act like K-pop groups.
🌰: are you here as two? we are two as well….
[why is he like that..]
🌰: fighting to both of you !!
(t/n: “are you here as two? we are two as well” this phrase is a commonly used pick-up line in korea.. the way ryul used that to two guy is so funny 😭)
#RYUL#률#LNGSHOT #롱샷
260609 #LNGSHOT#롱샷 HIPHOPPLAYA RADIO
👥: can you explain about the fights among you guys?
Jay Park: They fight a lot during trainees
🐕 It's not like we fight bc we hate eachother it is just that we just had different opinions
Jay park : They didn't know how to communicate and had misunderstanding
🐕 I had quite a difficult time during training days, physically.
🐘 We are preparing for showcase, ryul got hurt during practice, I didn't have time to go practice because of school so ohyul hyung and woojin prepared for like over 40 videos for assignments..
🐕 Hyungs said they'd come but didn't for over 3hours and the rookie team scolded us by saying you are not doing hard enough even though you are already in debut lineup
#OHYUL #오율 #WOOJIN #우진 #LOUIS #루이
and if it didnt last longer, i'm glad that i'm typing this with a warm in my heart, that the willing to living a fulfilled life still burn a little sparks within me
i want to live🥹 no matter how much i beg for my breath to be taken away, or my memory to be upside down, i want to live, i want to remember them all. i want to live till no hatred left within my blood streams. i want to collect warm moments. that's my desperate wish
@Telkomsel cara tau paket avail di jaringan apa aja gimana ya? soalnya paketnya cuma aktif setiap dapet 5g. turun dikit ke 4g aja, udah gabisa dipake. kenapa ya?
@remyssi can relate cause i feel i always have to make the least risky decision to save my dignity from failing. i lost lots of opportunity to chase my life for that, for the sake of chasing the "standard" life. yaudah terima aja, daripada gagal bgt and have to explain to everyone
i feel as if my life has been stopped, no expectation to set besides commuting and cubicles of computer. it's not that i hate my decision of life. it's just... disappointing cause i think life will offers much colors and taste to me. ternyata hidup cuma segini
so ohyul shows no signs of art soul but later into creative domain (musics) while i was such an artsy kids only to become a loner and burnout 9-5 worker (p.s. unrelated to him and just a pitiful hum to myself)
Story shared by Ohyul’s Father #오율#OHYUL
“When he was in 1st/2nd grade in elementary school, his teacher called his mom and said they might have to bring him to the doctor to check if he might have ADHD because his drawing was completely black… But I saw his drawing and it was cool to me so I said to him ‘Just do it the way you want, even if you get scolded by your teacher’.”
#롱샷 #LNGSHOT
i grow up in environment that told arts wont fed me later in life. then unconsciously i only chase stability, reflected from my major and my career so far. a random realization sometimes hit, am i gotta live the same life like this till grave?