my birthday is on sunday! oh noooo, i would hate it if somebody took me to get food and we ate it in the park and maybe we held hands and/or smooched a little bit ๐ซฃ
as much as i /am/ comfortable and content in being single and have been for a long time, i also just really want someone to take me on late night drives and hold my hand and kiss me despite my shortcomings yk?
i know that i am a deeply selfish person and yet i want to be loved unconditionally. i want more than i could ever give and i know i don't deserve it. i'm a yearner but i think it comes from an evil place within me and a need to be desired