@_the_letter_ I hear you loud and clear. It has been a treat interacting with you on this hell site. May your enemies tremble every time they hear your name.
@_the_letter_ There's a poem from The Expanse that has a cool take on the afterlife.
"If life transcends death. Then I will seek for you there. If not, then there too”.
@_the_letter_ I am so sorry for your loss. I also appreciate you sharing your story and do not take it like you are trying to win the pain Olympics. The most helpful thing to me has just been talking with other people and taking solace in each other.
@_the_letter_ Next year will be the 20 year anniversary of losing my mom. I know what you mean, about convincing yourself it's fine/can handle it/used to it.
I really feel her loss at any kind of life milestone. I really don't know how to process that kind of grief.
Depression is really not a cool thing, **however**, being in that state did lead me to indulgence buy a handcrafted Bioshock splicer mask, as one does.