meden

geeking and eating // 19 // no dnis

[meden @medenbones]

Ok we r cool

[meden @medenbones]

He didn’t drop me home today (it’s fine) but he went to hangout w his friends n didn’t say bye when he dropped me off

[meden @medenbones]

Deleted my insta posts I’m on lockdown

[meden @medenbones]

Liking someone is so hard bc no attention means = suicidal thoughts

[meden @medenbones]

Not gonna lie I keep doing ts to myself . Ya he’s goodlooking but I don’t deserve no attention

[meden @medenbones]

why am I like this why have I never formed normal attachments towards people

[meden @medenbones]

I don’t even want him anymore like I like him but I’m not putting myself thru this again . I wish I wasn’t a lover girl and didn’t love with my whole heart because I’m genuinely out here looking retarded xD

[meden @medenbones]

I don’t want to be the girl that needs constant attention but when I barely get to talk to you & if we don’t see eachother irl u don’t text much I don’t really feel assured

[meden @medenbones]

I’m always getting hurt

[meden @medenbones]

Genuinely idk what he got going on but I’m so mad rn

[meden @medenbones]

genuinely what the fuck is he doing bro he’s out fucking bro I’m so fucking annoyed

[meden @medenbones]

Getting mad

[meden @medenbones]

He told me he barely sees me eat 👀👀👀👀👀👀

[meden @medenbones]

👀👀👀

[meden @medenbones]

I think I can bag my manager

[meden @medenbones]

Wearing his pants and hoodie and it isn’t tight at all????????

[meden @medenbones]

Hi I’m on my period n it hurts

[meden @medenbones]

I’m ngl cutting has made my pain tolerance crazy cuz I got the biggest styro on my leg first try and I didn’t even feel it

[meden @medenbones]

My pain tolerance is too high nowadays

[Angelina @decodelily]

do u guys ever get attached to one (1) person and ur entire mood revolves around them does this have a name

[meden @medenbones]

They ask me at work what happened to my arms so often I’m boutta just start saying I cut myself lol I always say don’t worry about it but I’m boutta just say it nbs

[⋆˚𝜗 Roki💤 @_w0of]

i often forget self harm is like the worst thing to do from the pov of a normal person