Ci 🌿

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

I’m on wegovy now btw lol

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Hoping and praying my husband doesn’t see the razor blades in my Amazon order history

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

@elderisback Can I join one? 😭

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

About to have a mental breakdown because I cannot stand having a stranger in my home I am constantly on edge and I don’t wanna entertain him pls I just want it to be over

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Having people over to drink tomorrow and I am genuinely about to cry thinking about the calories in alcohol

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Found these tiny bowls and I love them

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Went to a concert, danced, jumped and moshed and had <250cals beforehand and then I had to wait 50 minutes for the train, there was a Burger King right there& I was like I’ll have a little treat but then I binged the same amount of calories as I had total over the 5 days before

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Grieving Highschool me bc how did she heavily restrict and fast for days and still function :(( me rn had to eat an apple on day 3 to bring my heart rate from 140 to 100 and feel less like I am dying this is not fair

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

@fuyuderpilz Kann mir jemand sagen wo ich die am RaR finde? Bin am verzweifeln 😭

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

I actually got on here again to cry about my Fitbit not working like it was dead and I charged it it turned on and then off and now it’s not doing anything and I just want to cry this is awful I hate this

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Bringing a scale on vacation bc if I’m gaining at least it won’t be a massive jump after 10 days🥲

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

@aquamoonxo_ Ugh I understand, I can’t sleep rn bc I’m already worrying about all the food I will have to eat on our holiday vacation at my parents :((

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

@aquamoonxo_ that looks good I’m sure he’ll love it 🥰

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Got Covid and I lost my sense of smell and taste 🙃 My ED is not taking this very well.

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

I thought I was happy but I now realized I’m not and I feel so silly to have showed personality.

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Oh I quit my job

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Me when I am perceived: 🤢🤢🤢🤢
Me when my existence isn’t remembered: 🤢🤢🤢🤢

[Ci 🌿 @medsaintworkin]

Oh my god I saw pictures of myself today and I look SO MUCH worse than I thought I did