i wish i was stronger, or naturally had a mindset like lee know so i could endure things positively, but all i feel is dread. the topic of skz enlistment has always weighed on me, and hearing them talk about it made it feel more real.
this might be too personal, but skz is a form of escapism for me. i’ve always needed comfort and distractions. i’ve never been a person who is good at living life, but they’ve shown me a beautiful one through their experiences and bonds. because of that, and countless other reasons, i have a strong attachment to the members, and an equally strong fear of loss/change. thinking ahead makes me struggle to enjoy the moment, even if right now we have so much to enjoy and look forward to.
i trust that they will reunite as eight when it comes to it, and i hope that even as they grow, they never let go of their love for us and each other.
my happiness, my skz, i love you so much. stays will always stay with you❤️
sorry just need to get this thought out of my head... after everything the boys said in log, i just hope that by the time skz eventually each go their own way, i won't be so emotionally attached to them like rn... otherwise i genuinely don't think i'll be able to handle it :(
🐰: i like watching movies by myself
🐿: let’s go together~
🐰: i go alone!
🐿: but i want to go too!
🐰: do you not know what alone means?
🐿: but hyung and i are one! we are one!