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mdd. pd. cptsd. chronic pain. fibromyalgia. MECFS. oku. musician. writer. drawer. full time day dreamer. More than you ever imagined.

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I feel like I keep being pushed into a well. And I'm clawing my way out only to be pushed back into it. The vicious cycle.

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Kak Ina saw my new hair and she was like "PINK? TAK NAK COLOUR LAIN KE" I had forgotten how much she hates the colour pink

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My tongue piercing unscrewed itself when I was talking to my physiotherapist. So before seeing my next doctor I had to ask for a moment so I could screw it back on. He laughed and so did the nurse as she walked past, "DA NEE BUAT PE TU"

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My doctor was real cute today tho haha he was like "HAVE YOU SEEN WICKED" and that moment sparked joy in me so hard

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Schitt's creek awkwardness will always remind me of my family awkwardness

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Families change, friends change. Sometimes on good terms and sometimes not. But I would like to still look back on the good times with fondness.

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December is coming along, and I'm reminded of the Secret Santa/Secret Santan events I helped organize in the past years

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Also, we had a trophy for the funniest gift. I gots no idea where that trophy is now haha

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Sometimes when I am overwhelmed by Instagram, I escape to Tiktok... And I feel like there's a problem there

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I think. I can't ever watch Euphoria again. That shit is too real.

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My family cats love me I think. And I love them back. I mean... CATS MAN

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Kak in, commentingb on my gastric issues... Ininya nak (points to mouth), ininya tak terima (points to stomach).

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Sometimes it isn't as easy as just staying calm. Sometimes, it's about how the loneliness can steal away your life and how the anxiety paralyzes you.

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What do you do when you're so so desperate for the pain to stop? And what if a different pain would help with this pain?