my friends have been keeping me company, but the thought of watching the sunrise with you never beats the time we went to denny's on my last day visiting monterey, and while it was overcast, we still enjoyed the moment
i wish i can show him my middle hairline progress rn, or how i bought a cigar and it didn't hit the same with my friends compared to him. or how my friends have been supporting me to find stability in LA so i can grow more. i hate fixing wht i could've before
a reflection of how therapy's going atm.
i'm excited to start my new chapter, but i feel like i have experiences i've yet to have with new + existing friendships in LA before i leave. there's a disconnect to my productivity and my tasks that i feel wasteful
my friend deven's cats plato (standard issue) and lenina (gray)
i wus gonna bake something for him and his gf, but i got caught up playing mecha chameleons, lol
loch in — a song about my 2 week study abroad experience in the UK
i recorded this a little after the trip ended, but i decided to finally share it w/ everyone :P here u go
visiting friends, IT post-grad/lab tech celebration, and GF + DF banana bread limit testing
gonna hangout w/ a DDR community tonight ^^ a mix of nervousness and excitement 😗👍
would literally be the employed ppl who r my age + older, lol
likewise, my short temper in not getting the same effort of communication is also frustrating on their end that i demand too much, so none of us are in any capacity to point who's at fault, so 👍
grew out of a friendship cuz we were so fundamentally diff and couldn't handle our own personal problems that resulted in us just enabling each other via food, but ironically enough, i feel less lonely than i was being in the group now that (1/2)
ANOTHER thing is that i've already gone through the pain of adapting to other inevitable friend groups, so on top of all of us being exhausted in holding anything together (within their own comfortability), the group who'll truly understand at this moment