I always gain weight back and then cry about it when it’s 10 kilograms too late. How tf do people maintain and how do they stop eating so fricking much once again..
Actually I’m not jealous. I barely know her now, she’s nobody to me like I’m nobody to her.. right? Right?!!?!? Idc about her and her stupid ass soon-bf. Fuck them both. I don’t need her if I can’t have her, if she doesn’t care at all. Fuck her.
I always think that the end is near because I can’t do this any longer but I do so my whole life is just waiting for the moment I will be desperate enough. I’m not even trying to do anything for my future because I don’t see it but it’s always coming. Let me out.
How do I know that it's a true friendship? I wanted to make an obsession spell bottle and needed specific flowers so he searched for them with me for 3 hours, in the rain. If he wasn't gay I could fall in love because not even my ex girlfriend would do that for me xd