It’s so strange, how you kind of have to stop caring about it or thinking about it for it to happen
Like when I genuinely lost excitement for food I was thinner, but now that I’m trying to starve it’s backfiring😭
Since I’ve been back in Mexico I’ve been eating a lot more, but I definitely want to diet again. It’s it freeing to maintain and just eat small portions of whatever but I could be way more snatched and toned
Back in my “hometown” and people are commenting on my body a lot
Idk it’s actually kinda awk
How do I tell them I just lost the will to live and cook for myself lol
Just shocked at how not eating out of laziness has been a habit for this long now, learned helplessness is real
I feel like shit I can’t workout and I have a headache