if you give someone a softer version of yourself and they manipulate you and abuse that softness… it’s challenging to heal from that. you have to go within countless times, to remove the regret and shame you feel for choosing them.
If you’re not yet healed,i pray you get to it soon. I pray you reach a point where the hurt is a distant memory that doesn’t itch. I hope you experience an unconditional love where it’s almost unbelievable Allah tallah has been this kind to You.