Mel

I'm not here to please you. I'm here to be me. Plain and simple. 28. She/her. Cat mom. 🏳️‍🌈🇨🇦

[keunilkoo shady facts @sealgoose87]

if anyone is pissed at gunil for talking shit about his fans just know all of your favourite idols do too– it’s not him exclusive. it’s no different to complaining about bad costumers at your shitty retail job.

[star 🧸💫 ⋆｡°✩彡 @winterfallslix]

I can’t even imagine the psychological torture of having your house broken into, your car tapped, and being stalked + harassed all while your company completely disregards your concerns. Once you finally confide in someone, they reveal your secrets and ruin your life.

[ali ♡ nili @sojoongies]

the part that hurts me the most? that even with everything that has happened to him today, he still pieced everything he wanted to say so calmly. there was no resentment in his words, he was hurting the most and yet he still laid it out so gently for us so we can take it all in

[eils 🖤 xdiz is 6 @jiseokenjoyer]

i must be too anti woke cos i genuinely don’t care about the harshness of gunils words when it was directed at literally sasaengs n stalkers. he should’ve said Worse

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Although I wasn’t able to give you a beautiful ending, thanks to Villains, I am leaving with so many happy moments in my life that I will never be able to forget.

Although I am now leaving Xdinary Heroes, I will never forget the love and affection you gave to me as Gun-il.

And wherever I may be in the future, I will always cheer for your lives as well.

Please continue to give our XDIZ lots and lots of love and support.

The five members are all wonderful, amazing, and lovable younger brothers to me, without exception.

Although I won’t be able to fulfill the dream of performing at Wembley together with them, I will now stand one step behind them, cheering them on and supporting them so that they can someday achieve that dream.

I poured everything I had into Xdinary Heroes and Villains. I really loved it all, and I loved you all so much.

Thank you for sharing my youth with me.

This was Goo Gun-il. Thank you.

[neva loves gunil 𖹭 @xdizyaoicom]

he is a drummer he is not any kpop idol who sings and dance there is no way he will go solo like other idols and honestly i wouldnt want to see him as other groups' drummer or something i dont know if we will be able to see him again or not. im so sad

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Hello Villains, This is Gun-il

I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.

I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision

Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.

There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.

First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.

At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.

The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.

However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.

Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.

But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.

Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.

Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.

Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.

That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.

I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.

There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.

At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.

I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.

[shiyeon 🐈‍⬛️🥞 @YUUN1VERSE]

YU's back is so packed too I honestly don't know what this boy lacks at this point

[-Aashleyy @w69261026]

though i don’t know what you’re thinking, the tears in your eyes show me just how reluctant you are to let go of the show. even as the leader, you’re still such a sensitive kid at heart. this part of you is so precious, and i truly hope you get all the happiness you deserve🫂

[shiyeon 🐈‍⬛️🥞 @YUUN1VERSE]

TOMOYA looking at the crowd with eyes full of love. NEXZ YOU TRULY MADE IT 🥺✨️

[bolinho @yubeyblade_]

fico aqui pensando no quanto vai emocionar quando o nexz estiver tendo mais reconhecimento fora da ásia, a presença de palco deles entrega tanto que a dominação global é inevitável. esse talento todo é bizarro demais pra ficar guardado

[piratea༄ @pppiratea]

so geon voice is soooooooo sultry he’s unlocking his full potential now ahhhhhhhh that stage presence is insaneeee and yugeon chemistry???? Damndndamndamn they’re the most captivating ever im so

[shiyeon 🐈‍⬛️🥞 @YUUN1VERSE]

YU'S SEXY DANCE WILL ALREADY GO DOWN AS ONE OF THE MOST ICONIC THINGS TO EVER HAPPEN IN NEX2YCITY 🔥

[Hara is saucin' 𐀔 @Nex2y001]

Yu - Call on me 🎀💘💝💗
Geon - Call on me 😈♠️🖤
Geon's voice is deep hello

[shiyeon 🐈‍⬛️🥞 @YUUN1VERSE]

YU reveals he used to be a cheerleading captain when he was in 6th grade and was the reason why breakdancing got banned until this day 🤣

Back then, his school gave out awards for the general show, like for relay races, and a separate one just for cheerleading. As captain, Yu decided they had to go all out and did a lot of breakdancing.

When they managed to make it to championship the following year, acrobatics was already banned. He was told not to use it again since he stood out way too much. Another YU lore unlocked I'M CRYING 🤣🤣🤣

[shiyeon 🐈‍⬛️🥞 @YUUN1VERSE]

SOHAYU dumb, dumber and dumbest showing everyone the proper way to ride a skateboard

[pyza🍊ྀི @xheartchannie]

MOLES.,,,,,,…..SKIN TEXTURE— FUCK HE’S BEAUTIFUL

[shiyeon 🐈‍⬛️🥞 @YUUN1VERSE]

🐻‍❄ Yu is just too strong
🐻‍❄ Yeah, but with Yu, once you choose him
🐻‍❄ there’s nothing beyond that
🐈‍⬛️ (gets ragebaited)

THE WAY YU PICKED UP HARU EASILY AS IF HE WEIGHS NOTHING MYGODDDDDDDD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[camiララ🌺 @calicostays]

You can hear a Tomoya crying so clearly here 😭Meanwhile Yu is all 🤣 and just covered everything.

YuMoya is so real. So this is what Moya meant when he said he could just leave things to Yu.

[ִֶ @nexzism]

this is the point of it all