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༊*·˚ edtwt

[melian ⋆·˚ ༘ * @melian1312]

Since edtwt is obsessed with 45kg, what would be your bmi?

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@deIicatecaIs 16.5 💀

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@cillakcals I’m hoping for at least 3 kg

[melian ⋆·˚ ༘ * @melian1312]

I’m so scared that I’ve gained everything back
Why do I always binge

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I hate everything right now

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I just wish I didn’t hate myself as much as I do rn
I just want to be thin and happy
instead I’m average and miserable

[melian ⋆·˚ ༘ * @melian1312]

sooo I just binged, how do I not hate myself

[melian ⋆·˚ ༘ * @melian1312]

Sometimes my brain just forgets all my aspirations and goals and desperately wants to binge
what do i do 😭

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@flowerwaif @kinorexia But if I wake up and still feel full from the day before my cals haven’t reset yet for me in the morning

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@openmydoor4 thank you ^^

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This is my first time attempting a 30 h fast, wish me luuuuuck

[C @selfharmula]

Kinda crazy I've had an ED since I was 13 and I'm still fucking fat

[melian ⋆·˚ ༘ * @melian1312]

Didn’t binge yesterday 🥳

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I really feel like binging and I’m trying so hard not to

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@strwbunniEd thank you!! I fr need to lock in tho

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Is it realistic to lose 3 kg in 16 days and it not only being water weight?

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I hate deciding when I should have which class in uni 💀

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@realytiny yess!!

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@GeauxSeeTheLady Regardless of how long/thick it is I find it weird to impose insecurities on men for something they can’t control
We hate it when they do it to us, but many women aren’t better themselves

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almost doneee (goal is 22h)

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@jjuz0u Viel Spaß!!