my whole life is just gaining and losing the same 5kg, liquid fasting, sleeping the day away, binging, ordering food i don’t even want, hoarding food only to eat it a week later& living off of fruits and veg for days, over exercising and counting cals, IM SO TIRED.
i hate how i postpone things just because i’m not skinny like i always think everything will look or be better once i’m skinny, and that’s how i end up locked in my room all the time cause i never feel skinny lol