You need boredom. A lot of it. Start by going on walks without music. No stimulation. No distractions of any kind. If you learn to sit with your own thoughts, for long enough, in time they will start serving you. You'll start having ideas once again. You'll start developing an extreme sense of clarity that will shift you into the next stage of your life. All by being bored, which is pretty insane.
My top recs for Ft. Lauderdale eats that hit every time
1. Heritage
2. Worthwyld
3. Apocathary (specifically the pear and cheese fiocci and the burrata pizza)
the air quality sucks, the food gives you explosive diarrhea, we have no public transport, medical care is unaffordable, they’re tearing down forests to build AI data centers and I still have to clock in for work
i know so many women who haven’t been single long enough to experience this for themselves, and IT SHOWS in how they treat men in their everyday life. because no I don’t think so and so who refuses to take a woman they’re interested in to dinner is a “great guy”, no!!!!
I do believe yin — actual feminine energy — has been suppressed in society and in religious institutions for a reason. Because true femininity is receptive, not obedient and submissive. Receptive to direct knowledge, to the divine itself. That kind of receptivity decentralizes authority, especially in religious institutions.
Actually, requiring Doctor’s notes to excuse sick days is inherently classist in a country without universal healthcare, and it is wild how little that is discussed.