hi guys I'll be a bit more ia recently as my life is really fucked over and everything us going to shit recently. I'll still be lurking but as of now, i have no energy to reply to all of you so i hope you can understand ... i love you all so so much and take care always !!
im such a pos its hate with a damn pit in my chest knowing im useless and ill never be a good person, anything good that comes my way i push away with fear or disgust. i feel like im so fucked up with no fixing it