aya (limited on main)

mercy is my kitty . limited on @rottnhookr

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

looking at photos of him and I physically feel my heart break into a jillion pieces

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

@Eli03030242 he was my world ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ I have nothing else in my life I cherished so much. he was always there and he made me feel so loved

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

im too scared to do it myself so im just going to ruin my body so i die randomly within the coming months maybe

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

@ExistingPoet sometimes when i reread the messages i get the high of how giddy i was and it immeditalkey disappears and im left so upset

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

@babytrisha__ i feel this. i just had to remove the lockscreen i used of his face

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

@valentinabbxoxo Everybody in real life is so boring, I love the boy a thousand miles away🥲

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

I🙂know🙂it’s over🙂🙂🙂🙂and it🙂🙂never really began🙂🙂🙂🙂but it 🙂🙂🙂was🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂so real🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

Rereading older messages is a form of self harm and torture but it is something I cannot stray away from

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

@webbshutter ive been in the slumps for a week now because i prefired my sadness (knew it was coming) and it got worse when he told me he just wanted to be nothing more than friends yesterday. devastated cant even scratch the surface of the way that i feel

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

there even more on my old account! when we were so nervous about feeling the same way for eachother ! 🙂🙂he tried dodging it for a while 🙂🙂🙂🙂and i🙂🙂🙂🙂 still remember🙂🙂🙂 the way he freaked out🙂🙂🙂 and got nervous🙂🙂🙂 when he tokd me he loved me 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

@Altromaxe If he blocked me I would genuinely commit suicide, I can’t bring myself to block him

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

@NicolasRaptor01 he told me he loved me too and we can’t be anything more than friends kakemdnejwjenrnrhhhjwnwjw you’re so right unfortunately

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

@thankourself This was only from the end of the June to up to a few days ago. We have more on an older account of mine

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

4 month situationship has me sooo fucked up this is genuinely the most depressed I’ve been in years🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂I told my mom about how much I loved him🙂🙂🙂🙂and my irls overheard me talking to him and telling how much I love him at work🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂I feel so crushed🙂🙂🙂

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

Rereading older messages is a form of self harm and torture but it is something I cannot stray away from

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

its really just not fair

[mrs mind freak @quiet_homeboy]

You met me at a very Chinese time in my life

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

(coping) yeah no i dont care anymore!

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

After spiraling for 5 hours, today was the first time I’ve prayed in half a year. I just cannot keep living like this

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

im actually having a really. Really hard time as of recent

[aya (limited on main) @meowlgebra]

i feel lik this alot recently

[zirtsxu @zirtsxu7267]

bun😢😢bnnuy😭😭Bunny😭😭😭😭😭