these last few weeks leading up to my 21st are slow and agonizing. i just want to buy VODKA AND SURFSIDE’S AND DRINK AND WATCH THE SUNSET ON THE BEACH AND AHHH
guys anytime i act like a normal person with sexual feelings it makes me feel like a pick me girl it is so bad. like JAMIE IT IS NORMAL TO BE SEXUAL SOMETIMES JEEZ
he is so nice to me and reassuring and he speaks to his friends about me and i am not used to this. he isn’t ashamed of me, he wants to talk to me whenever he can. wow. am i in love?
guys i’m going to go get a plastic surgeon consultation next week and i am genuinely praying they tell me i have poland syndrome so insure can cover breast reconstruction for me. PLEASE
oh, the cat i got in middle school that helped me through bullying and depression is gone now? it is going to hit me so hard when i wake up tomorrow. my sweet and loving cat is gone. and she was in pain and i couldn’t help her. i wish i could give her one more treat and kiss
i can’t believe my cat is dead. i was just looking at her 4 hours ago and now she is gone because the vet found cancer all over her leg and chest and there was nothing to do. my poor baby, she was in pain and she fought for so long without showing us she was hurting.
THE STUPID TIK TOK BEING ABOUT ME LEADING HIM ON. AND HE KEEPS REPOSTING SHIT LIKE THAT. LIKE FUCK OFF. WAS I SUPPOSED TO LIE TO U AND MARRY U AND DIE?
i hate men so bad. sorry im so back and forth but omg. i texted a guy for 3-4 days, flirting yea. but then i told him i actually realized i dont want anything im sorry bla bla. then he posted a pic on insta of him and a girl. and last night sends me this stupid tik tok…