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kuch nae bus laughing thru da pain 😗

[m @merimerziyaar]

Khoob laga lou pehrey
Rastey rabb khouley

[m @merimerziyaar]

I miss him again todayy..

[m @merimerziyaar]

Youre in a crowd but feel loneliest

[m @merimerziyaar]

When would i find ‘my type of people’ or company

[m @merimerziyaar]

When will i live my life as i want

[m @merimerziyaar]

I always have to keep a filter
Act someone im not
Adjust with people around me

[m @merimerziyaar]

Mein kahin chali jaon i dont have people around whom i can open up

[m @merimerziyaar]

Aaaaaaa how do i manage this anxiety attack

[m @merimerziyaar]

My heart started racing the moment i entered
What is it

[m @merimerziyaar]

Ive just gone sick

[m @merimerziyaar]

Kya chahti hoon kya houta hei

[m @merimerziyaar]

Why the fk is this happening
This is not the right moment to feel things

[m @merimerziyaar]

What is it that makes my heart this tired

[m @merimerziyaar]

have no energy for literally anything.
Every thing feels like a burden on heart

[m @merimerziyaar]

No i never wished this for myself
staring at walls and crying helplessly cause i know nothing will help me

[m @merimerziyaar]

No other problem kills like depression kills you

[m @merimerziyaar]

I cant take this anymore

[m @merimerziyaar]

I wanna run away so bad so bad so bad

[m @merimerziyaar]

I dont even know which problem do i talk first

[m @merimerziyaar]

A man can never understand what we go through

[m @merimerziyaar]

Broken dreams once again..