I'm so attached to staying and looking for solutions because when I get fed up, I don't reply, I don't call, and I just disappear even if I'm dying inside.
Behind a girl who says, “everything happens for a reason” or “it is what it is” is a girl who can't understand what she did to deserve all the pain and traumas she's gone through in her life.
I CANNOT fw people who do NOT understand it's the PRINCIPLE of things. it's not what you did but how you did it. and what makes it worse is knowing if roles were reversed, you'd lose your mind.
If I ever stop talking to you & remove you from my life, just know how hard it was for me. I have a bad habit of holding onto the little bit of good in ppl & giving too many chances. So if I don’t fw you anymore, it’s bc you pushed me way past my limits—but when I'm done I'm done