Clory.

RIP Andrew Paul. 💜 Baby Joseph. 👼🏽

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1am and I’m awake. I work at 8am. 🙄

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@gracenoelle03 ,,,,LETS GO

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This is the part where I tell you I’m fine, but I’m lying, I just don’t want you to worry. This is part where I take all my feelings, and hide them, cause I don’t want nobody to hurt me.

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@suciacelina @marshallofall1 @deajunaay @chefrdv Yes. A family member. A nephew to be exact. And a best friend. And a grandparent. You done?

[Clory. @mermaid_216]

@deajunaay @chefrdv So yes. I deal with death differently. I am also 28 years old. And have been through a lot and used to think like that as well. Just trying to put it into a different perspective. It helps to see it differently sometimes. Have a good night.

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@deajunaay @chefrdv I’m not telling him to do it a different way. I’ve been manager of many people and many different personalities. I was just saying maybe to rethink the situation, bc emotions may have played a roll. I’m also in healthcare and deal with death almost every other shift.

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I have come such a long way in a year. When I look back to last year, I am sad for myself. I hate how I felt and how I was. I was in such a dark place.

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It’s surreal to me that I will be graduating nursing school in 10 days.

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@deajunaay @chefrdv With that being said. I have also reacted to something someone has said because of the state my mind was in and blew out of context because I was upset.

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@deajunaay @chefrdv I have had someone very close to me pass. More than once. And after my brain processed what happened I texted my job. So they know I won’t be there. So yes. I would.

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If you think COVID is fake. Delete me from all social media. I’ve seen and know too many people pass away for it to be “fake.”
Healthcare is a bitch sometimes.

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@chefrdv I’m sorry for your loss. However, I think you may have taken it the wrong way considering the state of mind you were in, just losing someone. They didn’t mean a week or so in advance. Just when you found out something like that to please let them know so they know you won’t be in

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@jazmine_Marie03 The media got to you

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I missed my family this year. I only went to one thanksgiving, and that’s only because it was just the people that live in that house, and me. (Who is always there) it was weird. 2020 sucks.

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So Aj and I are throwing a little get together for my graduation and Christmas. My sister said “I don’t really wanna hang out with a bunch of 30 year olds. It’s boring.” —— and at this moment. I realized. I am getting older.

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@e_luke92 Lol I do that all the time!

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I haven’t talked that much about it. But tonight, I’m missing Andrew a little extra tonight. Jealous of the angels.

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Last year was a mess and how I acted was beyond me.

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@H_eads13 If this doesn’t explain how I’m feeling I don’t know what does!

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It still doesn’t seem real.