i would rant more about this but oh well ^_^;
dead is a bit overkill, maybe like someone in a coma with their belongings and notes scattered around them
a bit of a intrusive thought i had earlier
going through dead fandoms feels like inspecting a dead corpse,
in a way of like seeing everything you could have talked about or shown to that person, yet when you finally found them, they're already gone---
---as if they had their belongings with them and you cant help but look through them to see what youll find.
watching how you missed out on something that had a life, when they were flourishing and going through it all, makes me feel sad looking at it like that---