࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎

‧͙*̩̩͙❆ ͙͛ ˚₊⋆ 17 || she/her || anorexic || bmi 14.5 || #shedtwt ⋆₊˚ ͙͛ ❆*̩̩͙ ‧͙

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

⋆꙳•̩̩͙❅*̩̩͙‧͙ #shedtwt intro ˚｡⋆
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꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂
⤷ 17 (08)
⤷ she/her
⤷ ocd/anorexic
⤷ 162cm
⤷ cw: 38kg ugw: 25kg‧₊˚

𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ♡/⟳ 2 b moots || ifb!! ͙˚₊⋆

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

i could never hate anyone more than i hate myself

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

why does my mum take out all her frustration out on me and just expects me to firm it with no sort of emotional reaction at all it’s not fucking fair

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

been eating and gaining so much lately my AA tits have started to grow 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

two slices of pizza and a doughnut to start the day off premium fatty right here 😂✌️✌️

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

OMG IM BACK AT 39KG

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

i can’t believe i fainted whilst on the toilet shitting.

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

ed’s are crazy cause how’d looking at a specific brand of cereal trigger me

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

how it feels to hop onto edtwt right after eating

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

when i’m already having a shit day and my headphones wanna die mid walk

[skel ⛤ @rottenskelly]

how it feels to walk after the fast hits 72+ hours

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

i’m so full of guilt can it just end please

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

can’t handle change is playing ouuu turn that shi off before it transports me to 2021 😂😂😂😂😂😂

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

i feel so left behind in life and it stresses me out knowing i still crave for the academic validation i threw out years ago due to my mental health

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

went off track for god knows how long and i managed to maintain instead of gaining time to actually lock in 🙏

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

i need a new vape asap this flavour makes me feel nauseous brah

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

skipping schl to go shopping instead ✌️

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

i don’t even rmb the last time i weighed myself i’ve been eating like SHIIIITTT im scared

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

i’ve cried sm tdy i’ve lost all my appetite best ana who 😹😹✌️✌️

[࣪ ִֶָ☾. rukia of shedtwt ⚔︎ @messf4iry]

yeah so not only did i go thru 40 mins of pain trying to remove my anti eyebrow I WAS ALSO MADE TO REMOVE MY EYEBROW PIERCING?? im so upset.