hi ~ I was recently diagnosed w/ bpd and have only loosely been aware of what bpd is for a couple months now so I guess this account is for me to express and better understand what I'm going through?? and maybe make some friends along the way bc I have none
I apologize if i ever was a toxic person in your life, i'm maturing more everyday, correcting my wrongs and slowly but surely becoming a better version of me
i think maybe one part of breakups people underestimate is how people in love develop their own sort of language and a rich shared world of characters and motifs. & then when the relationship ends there’s a special loneliness in realizing you’ll never speak that language again
Everything was going so good, almost too good to be true, and it was. I'm scared and I'm sad and I want to cling on to this fleeting moment of happiness before it all comes crashing down on me
Unhealed trauma can sometimes give you a high tolerance threshold to emotional abuse. Just because you can cope with it doesn't mean you have to endure it.
a girl on tik tok just said “I would rather adjust my life to your absence, than adjust my boundaries to accommodate your disrespect” and I think that a lot of people need to take that and really engrave it into their soul.