@gcldnbcy โi wouldnโt either, i just- i donโt know.โ he sighs heavily, sitting back in his chair and scrubbing his hands over his face. โfuck.โ
@gcldnbcy โi am,โ he states. he knows he is. not knowing why is part of whatโs killing him and he canโt even man up enough to figure out why. how is that not complicated.
@MESSYSKING โ jessie stop it. you are not complicated. not even the tiniest bit. โ his voice soft and sincere. he loves him so much heโd do anything for him.
@swdshdfnse jessie always liked listening to oliver talk, even when he could hardly understand him. โwow, that sounds so cool, makes me wish i still went to school.โ
@gcldnbcy he shrugs again, not really knowing if he wants to go through it or not. granted he would do anything for atlas so if he really wanted him to, he would.
@gcldnbcy he shrugs half heartedly. he really hasnโt. โi donโt know. part of me thinks if i do that then suddenly thereโs going to be some kind of excuse for it. like itโll be my fault iโm like this or something.โ
@gcldnbcy โyou know what i mean, atty.โ he said softly, shaking his head, โnothing has been easy for me. ever. i donโt want our kid to suffer like that. i donโt- i donโt know how to fix myself but i can make sure i donโt ruin someone elseโs life.โ